"Most assuredly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain."John 12.24The price of having a new life in the Lord Jesus is death. The death of sin.
Those who want to be born of water and the Holy Spirit must die to sin.
Is it possible to live in sin and in the presence of God at the same time?
Either you give up your sinful life to live a new life or you will remain alone.